well here we are. in utah. in salt lake. staying at aarons moms until further notice. no jobs. nothing.
actually that isnt entirely true. we went down to anaheim as planned, applied and interviewed within three days and it went very well and now we are officially on the waiting list! so now we play the waiting game and boy is it just a little bit nerve racking! its scary not having a job as i have had a steady one every since i was 17. i dont know how we are going to do this. i am terrifed. i dont know if we will start soon or if we will have to find other jobs until we hear from disneyland? how will we find an apartment? will aaron find a good job? will we be able to afford our new apartment if we find one? these are the questions that clog my brain every night before i sleep and every morning when i wake. i am thinking optimistically however. i am always trying to imagine everything going swimmingly and working at disneyland and aaron finding a job etc. i know that i wont be kicked for risking something or for going after a dream. especially when i have wanted to do this for so long. i just know its the right path. it feels right.
well there it is. ill update again on the journey soon :) wish us luck!
