Thursday, December 29, 2011

When You Wish Upon A Star

Joy!! So I received a call on Wednesday from Disneyland! They are having me come to an audition/second interview for Innoventions! I am unbelievably excited! I was so giddy after they called. I was beginning to lose it being on that waiting list. Now we just need to find a place to live! I can't wait for the audition though. I have been researching the work at Innoventions and it looks pretty fun, especially because it has a lot of guest interaction and acting experience is a plus! I think it pays more too since its technically entertainment? I am not sure but I would work at Disneyland for nothing if I didn't need to pay rent. Speaking of money, this next week we are donating plasma. I am nervous about the needles but not nervous about the extra 40 bucks!
Well there is my little update!

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Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Amelie

perfectly white paper, notebooks, post its. i love the possibilities they have.



these are the bane of my existence. when they start showing up around christmas i am done for. i cant stop eating one once i have started. i have to remind myself they arent real oranges.


i love shopping. i love keeping my purchases in the bags for a few days and setting them by my closet. then i look at them fondly before i have to put the new things in their respective places.

peeling glue of my skin is one of my most favorite things to do. i know its gross but i love when skin peels after a sunburn so this is a healthier way of getting that feeling right?

glass pebbles are lovely. i love all kinds of small jewel like things or stones that i can collect. they are pretty and remind me of having an actual treasure chest of jewels.





last night Ellesse, Tyler and I watched Amelie (finally!)
in this movie they introduced people by listing their likes and dislikes. small and detailed things particularly. in spirit of this Ellesse and I talked on the way home about our likes and dislikes and in honor of trying to be truly me this coming year these are my likes. ill do dislikes later when i feel like being negative!

fill me up


i want to make some short cake and berries and whip cream. doesnt that sound delicious?


plain and simple pasta with cream and garlic. amazing. dinner this week?




fruit! all this week i have felt like my body was craving something healthy and i think i finally figured out that its fruit! store trip tomorrow for some berries, bananas and other tasty sugary fruits! plus some milk. i think that looks lovely on the side.

what have you done for me lately






simple sandals, polka dots and oxfords.
going to have to search for these.

the game is on

well here we are. in utah. in salt lake. staying at aarons moms until further notice. no jobs. nothing.
actually that isnt entirely true. we went down to anaheim as planned, applied and interviewed within three days and it went very well and now we are officially on the waiting list! so now we play the waiting game and boy is it just a little bit nerve racking! its scary not having a job as i have had a steady one every since i was 17. i dont know how we are going to do this. i am terrifed. i dont know if we will start soon or if we will have to find other jobs until we hear from disneyland? how will we find an apartment? will aaron find a good job? will we be able to afford our new apartment if we find one? these are the questions that clog my brain every night before i sleep and every morning when i wake. i am thinking optimistically however. i am always trying to imagine everything going swimmingly and working at disneyland and aaron finding a job etc. i know that i wont be kicked for risking something or for going after a dream. especially when i have wanted to do this for so long. i just know its the right path. it feels right.

well there it is. ill update again on the journey soon :) wish us luck!

Thursday, December 1, 2011

christmas time-happy time






Just some pictures of decorations I would do in our new apartment if we could!
Christmas time is here! It is December the 1st and 24 days until Christmas! This years Christmas will be very different from my other Christmas memories. Aaron will be heading down to California on the 22nd of December which means we will just barely be getting settled into our place when the 25th hits! So probably just enough time to put up our tiny tree and decorate it!
We will most likely be working that day if everything goes according to plan...(when does it ever??)
Although if we had Christmas off and some extra money to spare, my ideal Christmas day would be waking up to the tree and having a delicious breakfast in or out. Hot Chocolate and holiday music and movies and maybe a movie? Ideally we would have enough money and time and the means to come back to Salt Lake and stay for Christmas but you can't have everything you want! BUT sometimes you can.

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